Way to Somewhere

go-after-what-you-want It's my third day at a new job today and I'm still in a bit of a haze. I have a kind of homesickness for my old routine and life. I get up earlier - leave the house to catch a bus, and when I get to work there's no regular pattern of getting a morning tea or coffee with the familiar faces. But, change is good right? Change is what brings us to the things that we're aiming for.

I don't know if it's the fact that I'm half-way through my final year to 30 - or maybe just the recent change of scenery - but I'm restless. Which is a weird thing to say after you've just up-ended life for a new endeavour. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for the opportunity and the challenge, but I can't help but recognize that I'm aware that this is my "way to somewhere" and not my "somewhere."  Maybe I'll never fully settle, of course I won't know that until I get there, will I?

And these are the things I'm thinking on this last day of Winter - by the way, we're supposed to get about 10 cm of snow today! Relentless old man winter just doesn't wanna stop